maybe sore ego too, but the heart of the matter is what is most sore... feeling the lonelies swallowing everything... feeling all the sadness, disappointments, betrayals, insensitivities, and cruelties of all the lifetimes of all the beings that ever lived in every universe that ever was or will be... and in this moment, the death of the dream... again... the endlessly repeating saddest moment of all...
the dog comes out for water, but there is none... a dry bowl... he scurries back to bed as if punished, as if there is no love anywhere, as it all that's left to do is sleep... or die...
stretch the aching back to fill the water bowl and leave a treat next to it for when he comes out again...
and sigh...
Monday, June 2, 2014
sore heart, sore mind, sore back
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musical distractions
If people had visible signs or meters that told something about them, what would you want it to tell you?
dumb poll (above), smart responders
all the previous poll votes were somehow erased, so, nevermind... ironically or coincidentally or whatever, the results were very close in practical numbers to the results above shown with just three votes, if you understand the mathematics behind that extrapolative reasoning... i will probably remove the poll at some point... it is a ridiculously useless feature...
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the thing is, with my tendency to babble and meander and whine and allow distraction to take the lead more often than not, even in this blog that sort of meant to merge brevity with focus like some bloggers do, searching for key words does not always lead to specific information about the subject of that key word... but... here is a start at an easy way to search for key words in this blog... use the search box at the top of the blog to search for words not listed here... if ya wanna, that is... and feel free to suggest words to add to this search shortcut section... click on the words below :)
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