would very much like sleep, actually

there is way too much to do in the next five days to sleep, unfortunately, both at work and at home... if there were two of me, i might get most of it done and slip in some sleep, but as it stands now, i don't see much sleep in the next week...

who cares, really... ah, no time for the pity party so a chuckle and a sigh and acceptance of the reality of life today, alone, with no one close enough to feel what i feel day to dy... jackson is a wonderful roommate, but she has her life and is busy too working two jobs and trying to develop a more intimate social life... no time for that for me, most weeks, just barely keeping up with the rush of responsibilities of work and this week, with the move, all around bad timing...

but here i am giving myself a moment to breathe, however choppy the breaths, for myself and anyone coming along over the course of posterity... physical fatigure is high, but all the other levels of fatigue are high as well and so, blah blah blah whine whine whine (alas, no women or song, but that reference giggles a bit)... jackson sleeps, so no music blaring as there was the last time i squeezed moving into life, but the silence is a friend as well...

just need caffiene and there's none in the house...

sigh, missing a partner is so easy at these moments...

the good news is that life continues which means there's always home so the smile comes easily once again (smiles might take a lot of muscles, but not that much energy, so even when lament laps at the door, there's always a way to smile if you know how...

hope you do too :)