yes, all that is true (at least from my perspective and since it's the only one i've got and nobody's offering another and i am not superman or god or whatever perfect being we might imagine, i'll just accept what i've got as the way it is) and yet i am still expected to (by me and most everyone who ever knew me) to give and do unto others as i'd like done to me which means helping and giving and being there all the time and every now and then i may get a momentary ever so brief thank you (except the sweet sixteen party, that was a few hours), but little more in return (and if that was all, then ok, cuz i've still gotta be me and i am the giver, but the disappointment and even upset/anger when i fail hurts)...
what?... you've not missed the real in the (e)thereal? :}
Saturday, October 16, 2010
the way it is
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- good tired
- fun and fear
- still going (better than eveready)
- wake up sleepyhead
- some sleep, maybe
- amazing rip-offs
- yeah, right, so?
- still awake
- and here is the real
- first stop (as it used to be)
- sweet music
- repeat, rinse, bloat
- ka-boom~!
- big blowt
- battery low
- the facebook life
- creamed
- bloated sunday
- tweeting too
- saturdaze night
- lazy saturdaze
- drifting through again
- deep in sleeplessness
- yummy pizza
- maybe nobody knows
- it was a long time ago
- on the run
- it comes back as bliss
- incommunicato
- exponential decadence
- onward and wayward
- life changes
- updating life
- long day, mostly good
- so that's what i did
- what day is it now?
- the way it is
- so many people
- twitter away another day
- wet dreams
- shoes dropping
- as if i never left
- finally, the lead
- and the excitement continues (urp)
- music food and footbal
- dumb microsoft vista crap software
- yup, still up
- nothing changed
- 10/10/10 10:00
- gone gaming
- numerically poignant moment
- sleepy me
- it's that special
- mac n cheese and games
- games on tv, games on computer
- unexpected phone calls
- where am i?
- back to the game
- before then alone time ends
- whatever, aye?
- time to relax
- perseverence
- as if it's important
- as if it matters
- just love the sharing
- just getting home
- waking late again
- i'll just keep writing
- cool night air
- long hot challenging day
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musical distractions
If people had visible signs or meters that told something about them, what would you want it to tell you?
dumb poll (above), smart responders
all the previous poll votes were somehow erased, so, nevermind... ironically or coincidentally or whatever, the results were very close in practical numbers to the results above shown with just three votes, if you understand the mathematics behind that extrapolative reasoning... i will probably remove the poll at some point... it is a ridiculously useless feature...
SEARCH ME
the thing is, with my tendency to babble and meander and whine and allow distraction to take the lead more often than not, even in this blog that sort of meant to merge brevity with focus like some bloggers do, searching for key words does not always lead to specific information about the subject of that key word... but... here is a start at an easy way to search for key words in this blog... use the search box at the top of the blog to search for words not listed here... if ya wanna, that is... and feel free to suggest words to add to this search shortcut section... click on the words below :)
WORK ... JOB ... MUSIC ... LOVE ... SOFTBALL ... KA ... 42 ... LOL ... LAM ... LAA ... ... ... ...
WORK ... JOB ... MUSIC ... LOVE ... SOFTBALL ... KA ... 42 ... LOL ... LAM ... LAA ... ... ... ...
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