as i write these words day after day, night after night, it could very well be that nobody knows i am here, nobody knows how much i care, nobody knows how much i want (or have) to share, could it be, really?... in reality, as much as i joke and tease and play bravado and laugh about the relative meaninglessness of the blog time i carve out of the busy days and nights of this life, is this a waste of time?...
naaaaaa :)
even if it's just for me and nobody knows or ever cares, i enjoy the time with the written word and the written word remains my best mirror, my best friend in many ways as it reflects my thoughts and feelings so i can organize the experience of my perceptions and perspectives in this life so calm and peace and confidence can come to my mind as i fall asleep and dream and prepare for another day of work and play in this world...
so whether anyone ever knows or now, i'll keep this up in some manner somehow somewhere some way and in the end, because i do care and want to share no matter what, i'll also keep asking...
how you doin? :)
Friday, October 22, 2010
maybe nobody knows
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- still awake
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- first stop (as it used to be)
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- maybe nobody knows
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musical distractions
If people had visible signs or meters that told something about them, what would you want it to tell you?
dumb poll (above), smart responders
all the previous poll votes were somehow erased, so, nevermind... ironically or coincidentally or whatever, the results were very close in practical numbers to the results above shown with just three votes, if you understand the mathematics behind that extrapolative reasoning... i will probably remove the poll at some point... it is a ridiculously useless feature...
SEARCH ME
the thing is, with my tendency to babble and meander and whine and allow distraction to take the lead more often than not, even in this blog that sort of meant to merge brevity with focus like some bloggers do, searching for key words does not always lead to specific information about the subject of that key word... but... here is a start at an easy way to search for key words in this blog... use the search box at the top of the blog to search for words not listed here... if ya wanna, that is... and feel free to suggest words to add to this search shortcut section... click on the words below :)
WORK ... JOB ... MUSIC ... LOVE ... SOFTBALL ... KA ... 42 ... LOL ... LAM ... LAA ... ... ... ...
WORK ... JOB ... MUSIC ... LOVE ... SOFTBALL ... KA ... 42 ... LOL ... LAM ... LAA ... ... ... ...
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