a week passed, or close to it, and the entries were there all along, even if nobody found them at the time... it was not the best of weeks, most definitely close to the lowest week of the past few years, maybe longer... beyond feeling unappreciated, which is often the status quo in this life, the feeling of betrayal and being used returns big time, this time from a dysfunctional family at work who just does not seem to want to see where they can improve and want to blame me because that is easier than doing what is right and fixing what is wrong... the next two months will tell me if i was actually set up to fail or if a very needed shift will happen...
i do my best to be honest and that does not fit in, but it fits me...
Sunday, October 17, 2010
so that's what i did
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- good tired
- fun and fear
- still going (better than eveready)
- wake up sleepyhead
- some sleep, maybe
- amazing rip-offs
- yeah, right, so?
- still awake
- and here is the real
- first stop (as it used to be)
- sweet music
- repeat, rinse, bloat
- ka-boom~!
- big blowt
- battery low
- the facebook life
- creamed
- bloated sunday
- tweeting too
- saturdaze night
- lazy saturdaze
- drifting through again
- deep in sleeplessness
- yummy pizza
- maybe nobody knows
- it was a long time ago
- on the run
- it comes back as bliss
- incommunicato
- exponential decadence
- onward and wayward
- life changes
- updating life
- long day, mostly good
- so that's what i did
- what day is it now?
- the way it is
- so many people
- twitter away another day
- wet dreams
- shoes dropping
- as if i never left
- finally, the lead
- and the excitement continues (urp)
- music food and footbal
- dumb microsoft vista crap software
- yup, still up
- nothing changed
- 10/10/10 10:00
- gone gaming
- numerically poignant moment
- sleepy me
- it's that special
- mac n cheese and games
- games on tv, games on computer
- unexpected phone calls
- where am i?
- back to the game
- before then alone time ends
- whatever, aye?
- time to relax
- perseverence
- as if it's important
- as if it matters
- just love the sharing
- just getting home
- waking late again
- i'll just keep writing
- cool night air
- long hot challenging day
- out the door again
- an hour?
- slow internet
- just barely
- somebody woke me
- my life
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musical distractions
If people had visible signs or meters that told something about them, what would you want it to tell you?
dumb poll (above), smart responders
all the previous poll votes were somehow erased, so, nevermind... ironically or coincidentally or whatever, the results were very close in practical numbers to the results above shown with just three votes, if you understand the mathematics behind that extrapolative reasoning... i will probably remove the poll at some point... it is a ridiculously useless feature...
SEARCH ME
the thing is, with my tendency to babble and meander and whine and allow distraction to take the lead more often than not, even in this blog that sort of meant to merge brevity with focus like some bloggers do, searching for key words does not always lead to specific information about the subject of that key word... but... here is a start at an easy way to search for key words in this blog... use the search box at the top of the blog to search for words not listed here... if ya wanna, that is... and feel free to suggest words to add to this search shortcut section... click on the words below :)
WORK ... JOB ... MUSIC ... LOVE ... SOFTBALL ... KA ... 42 ... LOL ... LAM ... LAA ... ... ... ...
WORK ... JOB ... MUSIC ... LOVE ... SOFTBALL ... KA ... 42 ... LOL ... LAM ... LAA ... ... ... ...
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