just cuz i want to

share, that is... that's why i want to put words on the web every day in any way i can and in spite of the manic business and fullness of life these days where i hardly have a moment and rarely have a day to just sit and relax for more than a moment (or even a moment) no less sit back and ponder with the laptop on my lap (and it's been years since i had a comfortable chair and desktop set up, no less the big bed with the laptop laying prone as i used to write by hand for so many years) but i steal a moment or few randomly out of days rushing by filled with work, softball, and the weekly social activity like game nights or shows or concerts (rarer are dinners out this year as i've consciously avoided food sharing in order to drop weight, which takes a bit of time, and reset the set weight in the brain, which can take much longer) so i can record a few thoughts that keep me in touch with myself and the hope that somehow, some way, someday, somewhere, we will share again...

just cuz i want to, ya know...