i left the light on

or is that a candle in the window... wind?... oh... right here waiting?... always?... naturally?... of course you fools, the huge chocolate pill should have given it away... it never lies, you know, not the huge chocolate pill... yes, you can say it again, the huge chocolate pill never lies...

meanwhile, back in the real, another rough non-stop week of work and softball with saturday night game nights all over town and wait, a full day in the park saturday just on the horizon and the only way out is a complete collapse (or at least a partial folding)... it's all god's fault, of course...

what?... ethereal losing touch?... fading into the oblivion of brief babbling mania (senseless, no doubt)... while letterman's in reruns trying to save his marriage and (or was it just a mirage) and we can enjoy a rare live performance by paul mccartney, though it's live on tape now, isn't it?... and we celebrate the latest harry potter movie that came and went so fast (where was i?) that i only remember seing it once on the giant i-max screen and i wonder if letterman thinks he's more clever than he is or if his self-mockery is genuine... perhaps his longevity is cured in the fact that it is not easy to tell...

anyway, i wonder sometimes if anybody is reading all this crap, anyway...

or all the other crap, for that matter...

what crap? :)