rambling on about this and that

what i do, especially when i am bored or not happy with daily life, but also when i am quite ecstatic with life and anything, is ramble on about this and that as i bubble over with excitement and joy or simply find amusement in letting my mind wander wherever it might go based on internal and external factors like thoughts, feelings, audi-visual stimuli, people, places, things, and anything and everything and i could have listed a hundred thousand different influences and stimuli before simply saying etcetera or anything else and everything and beyind that too cuz anything is possible in the imagination and it is the imagination that explodes whenever needed for distraction or focus or all this and the sparkles too... or something like that...

in a few weeks i may have reason to do such rambling on about this and that to distract me from sudden extreme betrayal or pofound pain or deep regret or even some sort of silliness beyond my control and rather than masturbate to the latest companion or other libido fantasies or even, in a pinch, the new att girl, the words flowing seemingly endlessly provide greater expansion of possibilities and therein longer lasting distraction than a few moments or even a few hours of masturbation so sex does not always solve everything even though it is one of the more wonderful experiences in this life that everyone should experience at least once...

of course i should be sleeping, but then, i should be a lot of things... you too, probably... so no worries, just be happy...

narf :)