alrighty then, maybe now too

sometimes it just feels good to set a goal even if the goal is not conscious in the moment and to reach that goal even if it is a rather unplanned and minimal effort goes into it because, at least from one perspective and one reason for joy, that is proof that the brain is still functioning well above (and in all directions) normal parameters and there is still a bit of me inside yawning as it glances out at the world and this rather conformist live i live... for those of you who do not have an alien (or in some languages, another soul) inside (or have simply never found him, her, or yourself), this particular paragraph and the thought it contains may be meaningless or even confusing to you, but your chose to be baffled or ignorant, while sad, is not any reason to walk away (or be upset even, especially not with my pointing it out because my pointing it out is more caring than you do for yourself, even if you do not see, realize, or understand this fact) so take a deep breath as i am doing (because deep breaths are the norm for the alien (or soul being) and let yourself relax and maybe you will feel a bit of the energy of the eternal infinity (some call the energy concept god) and matters will find their place peacefully within you even if chaos remains all around you (or vice versa)...

trust me, it happens, even if we never know...

narf :)