loading all night

uploading, downloading, unloading, whatever we call it, it took hours, but fifty entries were uploaded in other blogs tonight... yes, finally the daily poop blog was flooded with poop (formal announcements might come at some future date i suppose) and is well underway... and a few emo rhymes went out to the ethers and anyone who finds them... i was falling asleep shortly after getting home from the game last night and decided to drink a little code red and then started watching firefly (the whole series was recorded over the weekend) and then i wrote a bit and something that was said last night rose up nagging at me cuz it made no sense and put me down and i don't understand why people do that, i mean say unnecessary things that put other people down... like how unattractive someone is to you... or how someone does not turn you on... like if it ever happens to you don't you just want to ask who asked? (like as in who the fuck asked you? or more seriously and politely (and logically and rationally and sensitively and empathically), why mention it?... and especially why mention it in from of the person who is so unattractive that they have to be told to their face... i mean, laughing, of course... as a joke, of course... but why say it?... and why repeatedly say it, for that matter?... and oh, did i get lost in a parentheses again?)...

ummmm, so anyway, i was uploading a lot of shit last night... and there is a whole lot of laughter in that, so nevermind all the emo and sensitivity cuz there's no need for it here (in this blog or on this planet) anyway... plenty of caring can be done without the deepest levels of awareness and sensitivity and so, cut the crap (what? lol) and pay attention to the links i have not put into this entry cuz they might be popped in somewhere else when we are least expecting... not that this is candid camera, but it is exposed in a strange ass-backward way, after all...

good morning, aye?...

narf :)