so there were dozens of entries slipped in at different times over the past few days or week even and what does it all really mean, i mean, what is the point and is this real, reality, or delusional fantasy or something else entirely and will any question ever be truly answered here?... or anywhere?...
probably not tonight, but that doesn't mean i won't thank you for stopping by and sharing a moment of this life as i know it in these words...
the world is up, the world is down, and i ride a similar roller coaster inside, don't you?... this week the extremes were, well, extreme again and that's become a more frequent pattern this year and it's metaphorically gnawing at my gizzard and making this island i live on feel much lonelier than it usually feels... it has become much easier to find genuine laughter than genuine tears in recent years (with or without chocolate) and this year seems to prove that to me well... this leaves me more capable and willing to be a solitary survivor and yet, leaves me with more to share and more desire to share as well... so what shall we make of this?...
tell laura i love her?...
Sunday, November 4, 2012
seriously, what?
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- summing up a bit
- free your mind
- three track mind
- sleeping in
- late dinner, later life
- hugs are good
- funky ffff..
- thud
- numbers a crunchin
- the am
- and another sunrise
- the lonely hour
- no idea
- loving you for being here
- arm, neck, ear, head, heart
- and so the evening goes
- cute but infected
- the day drags on
- the day slows quickly
- i wanna know
- what was that?
- not so wide awake anymore
- when i am sleeping
- not fair
- home for happiness
- good afternoon on tour
- well ok, then
- good morning, yeah yeah yeah
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- body aches
- busy friends at home
- the day flew by
- usual monday
- back to work
- didn't quite work
- food, fun, friends, yay
- didn't plan on staying so late
- softball is done, now we are fans
- you don't have to be an einstein to love bagels
- day three, day two
- the venting
- not on facebook
- did i mention discombobulations?
- dumb expectations
- time to get ready
- because i love communicating
- reading as fast as i update
- veggies and sleep
- luxury is nice
- traffic and foolish drivers
- on the road
- and the weekend begins
- short work day ahead
- nothing's perfect
- yo, canada
- rough day
- tv, food, nap, and walks with happiness
- naps and dog
- you could do so much
- licked awake
- couch sleep tonight
- rest is good
- what happened was
- survey done, home now
- might be over soon
- back to work
- push the day
- you're your mom!
- mostobviously
- what why?
- another long day
- sometimes awkward
- the good work feeling
- mourning morning
- monday night happiness
- home is good
- long first day
- first day survey blues
- not just start off
- gonna be a fun week
- get up, get out
- point?
- you?
- sleep over food
- yeah, softball
- shopping, home, football
- fun at the fields
- wake for softball
- what sleep?
- apartment searching
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musical distractions
If people had visible signs or meters that told something about them, what would you want it to tell you?
dumb poll (above), smart responders
all the previous poll votes were somehow erased, so, nevermind... ironically or coincidentally or whatever, the results were very close in practical numbers to the results above shown with just three votes, if you understand the mathematics behind that extrapolative reasoning... i will probably remove the poll at some point... it is a ridiculously useless feature...
SEARCH ME
the thing is, with my tendency to babble and meander and whine and allow distraction to take the lead more often than not, even in this blog that sort of meant to merge brevity with focus like some bloggers do, searching for key words does not always lead to specific information about the subject of that key word... but... here is a start at an easy way to search for key words in this blog... use the search box at the top of the blog to search for words not listed here... if ya wanna, that is... and feel free to suggest words to add to this search shortcut section... click on the words below :)
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