finally up

i think i wrote the previous entry in my sleep, hence the lack of brevity or surface daily life and lengthy self-analysis and semi-philosophical discussion with myself and anyone listening and whatever, sleep writing used to be what i did all the time as i dreamed of falling in love again (remember that song?) but these days i babble briefly about the mundane details of life as i live it and the rest of the writing of dreams and desires and life, the universe, and everything has slowed, but is not gone...

i remember being awake late last night, quiet as a mouse though as jackson had sanford over... these apartments with bedrooms right off living rooms are so awkward at times, but at least we are comfortable with just about anything so it's much better than it could be with a stranger... so anyway, what to do today...

no early game as the sunday morning league has the week off... jackson is out to church and then hanging downtown with sanford i think, so some business, i suppose, check the contacts about jobs online while i have time and then, check the social contacts a bit (not really into email at all these days... just way too much SPAM)... and then, some football on tv until it's time to go out for the afternoon softball...

make today fun :)