the farewell party

it was an open house at the ale house for a final farewell to anyone who could make it out and many did (and sadly, many could not cuz it was a thursday, after all, so once again i was wishing for more time for her to get the party and send off she deserved but we'll be on the road tomorrow so tonight was the best we can do and as for me, i'm not thinking about it... denial is sanctuary ya know, snark)...

since this was a catch-up post and the next was written in realtime, there may be even more redundancy than usual, but that's just the way it goes in the twilight zone, or whatever we shall call the place i go when i just want to live in the moment without thinking about anything else, especially not tomorrow or yesterday or emo stuff...

i do remember that did finally get my car to the mechanic this morning and they are keeping it overnight and hopefully it will be fixable for a reasonable amount so i don't have to keep paying so much for gas and don't have to stop living to pay the bills...

but we're not thinking about that tonight...

sigh, and all :}