and then, now

home from a fun practice, exhausted, ready for a nap (eyes closing, vision blurry, head pounding, strain/'pains in the major organs that have pain sensors), but some of the the sunday afternoon softball team doesn't respect the planning and time involved in getting ten-twelve people on a field at the same time cuz some never respond to the texts jackson sends out to confirm they will be playing (or do we need to find a last minute replacement)... it is time consuming, disrespectful, and distracting right up to the moment i take the field cuz the lineup must wait for everyone to show...

so no sleep, major pains in the head and crampy pains in the chest and grumpiness and blurriness and oh well, hopefully the rest of the team will enjoy the game and had a good sunday afternoon cuz mine has been spent trying to fight off sleep while texting players to see if they will play today... accountability is missing from humanity in so many ways on so many levels...

late, i shall enjoy (maybe even share) more...