as if i had time

i just created yet another blog cuz a title simply compelled me (not like the exorcist, but not too far off that beaten path... i'll share it somewhere, maybe even here if the mood is right, after i put something in it... not much point in sharing an empty blog, aye?)... maybe i am just too creative for my own good, or perhaps i just amuse myself thinking i might be, in any case, someday someone will fall in love with me just the way i am for every nuance of babble that expresses my random dichotomy makes such perfect sense to them, it's that magic moment jay sang about all those years ago...

meanwhile, another long day of work where a few deadlines were met (the important ones that keep the government regulators from locking our doors) and a few passed (the stuff that should be most important for the clinicians treating the kids) cuz there is just not enough time to do everything the my office is expected to do and still, the boss does not want to spend the money on providing assistance... and that's a good way of insuring i am not completing all of the stuff in my job description so there is no justification for a raise in spite of my saving their bacon and keeping the buzzards away from the door over and over (not to mention putting in way too many hours for the salary, but still, i love most of what i do and few who work can say that and mean it)... yeah yeah yeah (who love's ya baby?), it's give give give, the story of life as i know it... what's that about karma? (shouldn't laugh, aye?)...

and then, dinner with jackson at outback and dessert at friendly's was way too many calories and so deliciously decadent that i shall miss our little spontaneous indulgences all the more when she moves far far away... that what matters most, not the creative play and preponderance of pleas of random blogging nor the love of work that keeps a hospital from getting in serious trouble, but a few hours with a friend... gonna be tough to find another sweet innocent kid like her to live with... friends i can trust are tough to come by in this world... but of course you know me, i'll keep on searching for the hearts of gold... sooner or later, i find another...

awwww, don't be sad (kid, the pretenders, remember?) :)