would have been grand

time is irrelevant or at least a fiesta (collective groan, naturally) cuz i could be wrong but maybe is still one of my favorite songs off one of my favorite albums by one of my favorite bands and the point is not lost just cuz the sleepy apathy that many read as depression covers the many other moods like a wet blanket so follow the connections or don't, but tonight was a slight reawakening from the mopey slumbers and that is not just bullsugar (and whether i'm right or whether i'm wrong, la la la you know what i mean if you know the song)...

could still use more sleep, more time for me, more money, and more intimacy (not necessarily in that order), but i'd settle for one true best friend just one more time before this body breathes it's last breath (which hopefully wont be for a few more decades, at least)... at least i made a decision, i think, and that is a better place to be (oh heaven's to harry, and linda too, it's been such a very long long time)...

just when you thought there'd be no more obscure references in this (e)thereal place, aye?... so how was your night? (yes i really want to know, did you think my asking at the end of so many entries was just lip services or some clever closing?... silly, caring is what i do (for better or worse, no doubt... yup, caring, goving, and lots of laughing at myself :)

you? :)