so much, so often, so what, aye?... pushing the body and mind without sleep once again cuz the words want to come out and the messages want to be tossed into the cyber seas and the hope that they will be found, that one will be found by the one that one is meant for, springs eternal even as i barely breathe or remember the conscious awareness i know as me...
the real?... (e)thereal?... work work work and then, write in bits and spurts, the last refuge (missing music, wasted on tv, missing exercise, wasted on food, missing intimacy, wasted on giving, missing love, trust, and sharing, wasted on caring... too real, perhaps... best to stay momentary and on the surface... long time since i allowed myself to be completely wide awake at 4am, alas... if you understand, why aren't you letting me know you are here?...
long day tomorrow, must focus, probably get caffeine, alas, should have gone to be four hours ago, at least, but loved these last three hours that were almost all mine (all the distractions aside)... pushing out another breath...
sigh :}
Thursday, June 16, 2011
pushing the bod
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- straight to bed
- screwed by microsoft again
- how can you be so sleepless
- really?
- was here, really
- still not sleeping, still hoping
- so much to do
- blurry weekend
- dog days
- wide awake (sorta)
- chores and the web
- no rest for the kind hearted
- shameless self-promotion
- another fall behind day
- so often almost asleep
- another long day
- just when you thought it was down
- ridiculous days
- sweet is true
- the framptons
- good sense, good life
- sleepy head loaded
- lousy chemists
- coolnss
- another morning
- should it be a celebration?
- approaching 2000
- still, fun
- not even logical
- pushing the bod
- pizza and tv
- madness ensues
- need new friends
- changes are seldom subtle
- so much tired
- fun, but still
- way back when
- sheeesh whata job
- waking groggy again
- nap, body cranky
- jazzy dog dreams
- finally, the week is over
- working sixteens
- somebody put me to bed
- over tired
- so tired last night
- at least there was tv
- sometimes things do not work out as planned
- sleepy
- chocolate shakes make life worth it
- another long monday
- did i mention fool?
- zombie head
- time is so short
- chrome
- deleting mail and such
- and another saturday ends
- physical rest, facebook contacts
- sleep until you wake
- long weeks of work
- stuffed
- the old me
- still at it
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musical distractions
If people had visible signs or meters that told something about them, what would you want it to tell you?
dumb poll (above), smart responders
all the previous poll votes were somehow erased, so, nevermind... ironically or coincidentally or whatever, the results were very close in practical numbers to the results above shown with just three votes, if you understand the mathematics behind that extrapolative reasoning... i will probably remove the poll at some point... it is a ridiculously useless feature...
SEARCH ME
the thing is, with my tendency to babble and meander and whine and allow distraction to take the lead more often than not, even in this blog that sort of meant to merge brevity with focus like some bloggers do, searching for key words does not always lead to specific information about the subject of that key word... but... here is a start at an easy way to search for key words in this blog... use the search box at the top of the blog to search for words not listed here... if ya wanna, that is... and feel free to suggest words to add to this search shortcut section... click on the words below :)
WORK ... JOB ... MUSIC ... LOVE ... SOFTBALL ... KA ... 42 ... LOL ... LAM ... LAA ... ... ... ...
WORK ... JOB ... MUSIC ... LOVE ... SOFTBALL ... KA ... 42 ... LOL ... LAM ... LAA ... ... ... ...
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