changes are seldom subtle

so i just got a text from jackson letting me know in a kind of round about way that she may be moving out much sooner than even august september like she told me a couple of weeks ago and that probably means her friend up north is going to support her and pay for her move cuz she definitely couldn't have the money to do it, but good friends come through so he's buying her a plane ticket to go up for interviews next week... she so feels that she will be happier up there and has wanted out of orlando a long time and i can relate cuz that's how i felt in nyc way back when i left... yeah, i know... just have to deal with the rent on the two bedroom place until the lease ends next year, which is the only reason i am even a little grumbly about it cuz i've gone through more than half my savings in the past year and a half mostly cuz jackson needed money help and you know me...

anyway, sudden changes are what life is about... even if my choices will keep me working long hours and having minimal chance for real intimacy and social life until i this body finally dies...

ain't i dramatic? :}