Saturday, June 11, 2011

waking groggy again

with a fatigue and caffeine withdrawal frontal lobe headache, the body and mind wakes groggy again in spite of about nine hours sleep with just one bathroom break after a four hour cycle... drinking a half gallon of water last night just before bed and another half gallon earlier in the evening to start the caffeine cleansing much needed after a long week of pushing the drug into the system in order to be alert and as cognitively clear as possible on less than four hours sleep a night and up to sixteen hours focus at meetings and in detailed reports, well, the water must flow... the ear is powerfully loud, blood pressure must be quite high, the head hurts, body aches a bit... a few hours of relaxing before softball practice with a brand new team, far from at my best, but hey, it's recreation and first impressions can be very overrated in this ultra-superficial world where the depth and meaning i seek is seldom shared at any impression... scattered thoughts, still, the peaceful bliss holds up under and around and over and above and below and that's what it's all about (hope you get it too :)

later, perhaps, more :)

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Catch up (and know more)

musical distractions

If people had visible signs or meters that told something about them, what would you want it to tell you?

dumb poll (above), smart responders

all the previous poll votes were somehow erased, so, nevermind... ironically or coincidentally or whatever, the results were very close in practical numbers to the results above shown with just three votes, if you understand the mathematics behind that extrapolative reasoning... i will probably remove the poll at some point... it is a ridiculously useless feature...

SEARCH ME

the thing is, with my tendency to babble and meander and whine and allow distraction to take the lead more often than not, even in this blog that sort of meant to merge brevity with focus like some bloggers do, searching for key words does not always lead to specific information about the subject of that key word... but... here is a start at an easy way to search for key words in this blog... use the search box at the top of the blog to search for words not listed here... if ya wanna, that is... and feel free to suggest words to add to this search shortcut section... click on the words below :)

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