i don't like deadlines, in fact, my subconscious rebels against deadlines so well that when i am presented with a deadline, the first thought process appears to be how bad will it be if i miss the deadline... i suppose that prioritizing deadlines is sensible, so i could rationalize it professionally and all, but i laugh at that even as i'll sell it well when it matters (like to keep a job or to put a smile on a friend's face, for instance... remember belated birthdays?)...
so when i come here to leave a few words to record bits and pieces of this life i experience for myself and anyone who cares, i smile happilly (sometimes gleefully) at the written words (for the love of words) and smile (sometimes euphorically) at the caring that keeps me coming back to record this life and smile (almost always blissfully peacefully) at the hope that keeps me sharing the words publically and i smile (sometimes wistfully) at the loneliness that wants someone to share the life i experience in words and in the physical space and time and so, i hope for a comment of some sort like the moment after i leave a few words here like "cool" or "yay" or "wow, wish i had your life" (ok, so the last one is ridiculous ego crap, but it's worth a try... or a laugh), but even though i wish someone cared enough to be waiting for words and share back immediately, there is no deadline for a few caring words to be left here...
hint...
if you are not laughing, you were never really here :)
Friday, November 19, 2010
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2 comments:
1. cool
2. yay
3. wow
4. wish i had your life
:)
hope that helps?
j
right on time (time being relative and all) as i now find that you were here after i left and you left what i was here for then here, or something like that :)
if they exist, send current stuff (web addresses, blogs, facebook or whatever contacts, etc) via email or text or some other way, aye? :)
my life is missing a couple of key vital massively importantly profoundly meaningful pieces, but aside from that, it's a wonderful life... day to day, i do my best to enjoy what it is made of and not miss what is missing too much... most days, i seem to be accomplishing that goal, if it is a goal... it helps that i learned a long time ago how to enjoy a party with myself (one of the secrets to peace and happiness buried here in this rambling smiling response)... in the end, i experience many more smiles than frowns... may you be finding your way to your smile too :)
it is wonderful to find your words here :)
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