somebody said thank you

and it's just downing on me... i've become so insulated, so numb, maybe even callous in my irreverence seriousness and my cynical self-mockery and all that intellectual mumbo-jumbo that it's taken me weeks to find a shred of time to realize that somebody said thank you...

and i don't think it was SPAM either (must I? :)

seriously, thank you for saying thank you... it means so much more than i allow myself to realize or express, mostly because i have held myself in for so many years, mostly because i am waiting for the one, the partner, the soulmate, the best friend, the lover, the one who will share everything... why be anything fixed or concrete without her (or so goes the logic of the story of the life for me so far)...

and art garfunkel sings when will the right one come along (or was that paul simon?) and elton john sings all i ever needed was the one and so many other songs ring true in my ever so hopelessly hopeful romantic psyche... but i must remember this (not just as kiss is just a kiss, sigh), that a simple human kindness, a little recognition and appreciation at any hour of the day or night inb any way, shape, or form, that makes the wait worthwhile...

so i'll keep babbling, thank you very much :)