Sunday, November 8, 2009

game night fun

yes, just getting in from the game night fun... a couple of new people and a bunch of regulars and while we were definitely a sleepier group than usual, it was fun... note to self: spend less on fruit next time... yeah, i almost kind of sorta didn't stop myself from buying $50 worth of berries (blue, black, rasp, and straw)...

but as i return to a regular social activity olmost every week, i am feeling the loneliness more and while there are good people and we have fun, the longing for the touch, the hug, the hand to hold, the cuddle, it is returning stronger than ever... as is the sex drive and while masturbation, for me, is better than most of the poartners i've been with, i increasingly miss shared intimacy every day...

and yet, there was no one there tonight with whom i would really want to make love... so eyes open and expand the population and keep hope alive...

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