you may have noticed

that i've been gone... though after i catch up with entries for the past however long it's been, posthumously or later today, it may not appear as though i was gone, or anywhere (though i am pretty sure i was somewhere and hopefully i will not write off the deep end too far as i have been known to do now and then {and for some periods, rather frequently, even when i tried to stop [no, i didn't really, did i?... narf] oh, there's so much history mystery and babbling [what?], but not now, right?} so that you lose interest or i seem like i've actually lost touch with thereal in the moment in life and mind out of not really, but maybe it's find to play there when nobody's looking, or when everybody's looking, for that matter)...

ummm, i may be back, but i am pretty exhausted (oh, well, maybe not pretty, but definitely exhausted) after a double header (won one 13-4, lost to the champs 10-7) and then a trip to the gym, which may prove i am insane since i have worked around twenty hours in the past two day and have not eaten much, but hey, i am home again and taking this moment to wave (cuz somebody might want back, right?) and let you know i am still alive and well and having too much fun for one person to contain alone (so where've ya been?)...

i'll catch up in a bit... hope you are enjoying your life too :)