when i need you

there's a song with that title and it certainly rushed through me as i tyoed the words but i was more referring to an entry when i started writing the words as i noticed that i left an oddly momentary entry up top in this blog for a few days which gives that entry more clout in the page view world, but that's ok cuz she's not my type anyway what will all the fanfare, but still, an entry is a child and i love them all the same, mostly, with some simply being more a part of me than others... and then sometimes, not...

it was quite impulsive to create this masterpiece of distraction, which is the epitome of a great entry in my blog world and who else matters in my blog world, after all... anyone who cares, of course... i am desperate for caring, addicted, no less, and cuz i care so much and it is exhausting to not have it reciprocated at the same level of energy and intensity if you know what i mean (and if you do... tell me about it)...

if you missed the last one, or this one, even, no worries, that desperate need you feel for another can only last a moment and another will be popping up anytime now...

narf :)