some nights, no sleep

and along about three am the thought did occur to me that the old patter of insomnia may have returned even though it is not the ordinary or textbook version of the diagnosis for i could almost always fall right to sleep if i turned the tv off and stopped writing and laid down but rather i crave self-expression and input too so the perfect mix would be intimacy with an equal or at least a libido fantasy but alone the substitute is writing (self-expression) with the tv on in the background (input) thank you johnny five and all ships at sea...

don't let the sun go down on me, aye?...

narf :)