the new record of a life does not appear to be replacing this (e)thereal blog, but i am making a slight (very slight, it would seem) effort to continue the transition into a new blog space that started some time back, more than a year, inspired by the end of the 11+ years at the psychiatric hospital, and yes, it was so very good to get out of that place... a new life started with the start of the summer of 2013 and i felt a new blog was appropriate, even if it has dragged it's feet in taking over as the daily blogging place... kind of like twitter has dragged it's feet over the years in becoming the brief 140-character blog that might so fit the scattered-brain peanut gallery in my head...
in case you have not (or are just not in the mood to click links and visit other places, here is the latest of the few blog entries left in the no longer new, but still not really flowing record of a life...
let the brain and body fall asleep early last night, the sun was still up at the time, and woke naturally a couple of hours ago... moved clothes from the washer to the dryer... then sat here and explored a bit... most of this month i have been away from the internet, the blogging, the facebook, the twitter (i did not realize that i ignored twitter since july... and nobody missed me, go figure... my online presence is so deeply incognito, so unintrusive, so invisible most of the time... occasionally on facebook i engage in conversations, but i do not keep in touch with anyone on any sort of frequent basis online anymore on any sites in any way... i miss those i used to call friends online... and in a strangely warm and genuinely meaningful way, treasure the few who occasionally reconnect with a few words for brief moments... even those i never actually met offline... life is like that, i suppose, we make of it what we want it to be and choose what matters to us in our minds)...
the new work life does not allow much free time for pondering anything these days as i am expanding my work connections, building working relationships and learning more systems each day... this week i started modifying some and creating new systems to provide needed structure for the management team, holding our first management meeting on monday to lay out the first steps for reorganization for them and yesterday i visited sister facilities in tampa, connecting with a senior DON (director of Nursing) there to enlist her help as a consultant for my DON who is very new to administrative nursing and needs to build her confidence, assertiveness, supervisory, and medical decision-making skills... nurses typically rely on doctors for most medical decisions, but a DON in an ICF must make many more decisions, including medical decision, than the average nurse... it's a learning curve that can take time, but it starts with active support and i helped set that up for her yesterday... then i had lunch and met with my counterpart at the tampa ICF... some questions answers, some war stories shared, and another bridge built...
so this morning i took a few hours to enjoy my time, the mostly silent stillness of night... it is a cool night, no air conditioner needed, patio door and windows open, lots of green life breathing fresh air into my lungs, and a quiet darkness under a twinkling sky...
we shall see if there is a different flavor or style there as time moves along i suppose... sometimes there might seem to be for you, or for some of you, but not for me... and sometimes, not for me but you see something i don't... that is the nature of perception through our individual perspectives, after all... and as if you did not know, i do appreciate your perspectives (and not just about me and my blogging ways), so please share even when i do not solicit something specific like what you think of the last, present (this blog), and possible future of personal blogging in these written gardens...
what has changed and how has the writing (and me and us) evolved (or devolved) and revolved over the years (ready? lol lam)... 199?... 2001... 2001... 2001... 2004... 2006... 2008... 2012... (and so many are left out) and through the hills along the way...
make today a good day, m'ok? :)
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