Thursday, January 19, 2012

so sleep on the plane

no sleep, the place is almost done, time to shower and head to the airport... and another chapter begins...

Posted by candoor

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

lol... ok, learning... disconnected... when away from home, bring laptop or bring passwords cuz otherwise all you can do is leave comments for yourself on your blogs that you can't even send until you get home and log in and approve them... so we can call this comment entries for another time...

awakened by a frightened child

so the weekend journey is going well with a heavy dose of awkward as i do not know my way around jackson's parents house and there is no night lights and i am given her sister's room to sleep in while her sister sleeps on the couch so i might wake her if i go bathroom hunting and is there a do not flush in the middle of the night etiquette and there are two babies sleeping next door expecting their mommy to be in this bed and sure enough one wakes up and comes to this bed calling mommy mommy mommy and she freaks out to find me (dontcha just love traumatizing 2 year olds) and it was uncomfortable to try to sleep in here in the first place... oh the drama (and awkward laughter in the morning)...

snow doesn't sleep

yup, so as if the challenge of the long drive from maine to florida was not enough (not to mention the torn emotions of should i stay or should i go as jackson wants to do both, among other things), i didn't sleep before the flight (see previous entry, i think) and we explore portland all day and we pack the car all evening and then is starts to snow so instead of sleeping and waking for teary farewells we decide it would be best to head out before the snow gets too think and the first five hours we basically ski our of new england through a blizzard that made seeing the road more guesswork than actual visual acuity and it was good to see pavement and no white-out, finally, along about nyc...

emotions, blessing or burden

sometimes i find myself so different than other humans, especially when it comes to processing and living with emotions... i understand a lot more than i let on sometimes, like fears and other obstacles people place in their way, but one thing i am not sure i understand is why people believe (or allow themselves to believe) that their emotions are completely beyond their control cuz that leads to so much confusion and stress and unhappiness and is it just me, or is that almost completely unnecessary... i am not even sure that is a rhetorical question, hence no ?... i just know that when i see people struggling to express their own emotions and worse, squirming in agony over the confusion over not knowing how they feel or what they want, i am at a loss to know what to do to help them see their answers are right there in their own mind behind the fears they empower...

sad, cuz people can be so beautiful sometimes...

when i do not write for a few days so many words bubble up and want to come pouring out at once...

January 22, 2012 at 4:47 AM

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