beyond fatigue again

though this is beyond the last beyond fatigue, i think, with the addition of body aches and charlie horses that i have not experienced in years (possibly cuz i laid off exercise for almost a month and possibly a reaction to the statin drugs in the red yeast extract i take daily to supposedly lower my blood pressure and the aspirins i take daily have some effect of the pain affect this body feels so stupidly i have given into pills after a lifetime of refusing even an aspirin... i am sure it has nothing to do with the barbecue wings and onion rings and cookies and m&ms and barbecue chipd i had for lunch and dinner, nor the taco bell and crab cakes and cupcakes i ate yesterday for lunch and dinner... nor the large coffees, hot chocolate, mountain dews, dr peppers, cherry freeze, and other sugar-caffeine drinks... nope, it's all modern medicine's fault, surely...

alas, cuddling with myself again... later :}