even here

getting real (not even referring to the moment of finding demi lovato's fix a heart which, though simple and perhaps even juvenile lyrically {but then that does depend on the scale upon which we are measuring maturity or whatever we choose to call being whole which is yet another relatively unrelated aside}, still rings clear in my experience), but rather considering the blog experience (and the bigger picture of modern communications from the first telegraphs and telephones that in so many ways shrink the world and appear to bring people together on a large scale, though dependent on technology, and provide the safety of distance and filtering... but still also provide the unavoidable reality of the dilution of intimacy and sharing and reality that comes from distance and delay) and how it has effecting, affected, and even molded you, me, us, and the perspectives of reality we each perceive and attempt to share...

but then, whatever, right?...

let me know when you feel like sharing something and i'll take it all more seriously (and until then, i shall continue to flit and flutter and smile and laugh and be just as serious as i feel like being moment to moment cuz after all, all we are is dust on the wind (shall we nyuk nyuk now? :)

don't be sad, cuz... well, be sad if you want... be as you are... and if you let me know, well, then i will know and we might start sharing, even from a distance and through delay, which is better than nothing... and who knows, it could be the start of a beautiful friendship (have i dropped enough lyrical, film, and other diverse pop culture references yet?)...

it's been a good weekend, all in all... spent some time browsing videos and listening to music and enjoying the audio-video experience again... watched some football while playing some football... played games and partied with friends... touched on ancient emotions and long buried history and remembered stuff that reminded me how much i love sharing and all the different levels of sharing and how much i miss some levels of sharing i have not shared in days or weeks or months or years, even...
and yes, even here in this pour-whatever-comes-to-mind-out (however briefly compared to the babbling places) blog space, i find the limitations of technological dependency and distance and delay ironic as i love to share this way even as it takes time from the other levels of sharing i miss so much...

back to the old there is never enough time thought?... does it ever really go away (of course not, so why waste time asking, aye?)... and how are you tonight? :)