sometimes i wonder (softball)

that is, sometimes i wonder why some of the better players try so little... we tied 7-7 and the other team should not have had more than 2 runs... so the team that nwon the championship two seasons ago (and then took a season off) is now 1-1-1... last week we lost 6-1, nobody's bat came to play... i got up to bat twice, one hit... they always put me up last when i probably get as many hits as anybody on the team, but they all want to hit home runs so there are lots of pop and fly outs... one guy hit two home runs, they walked him the next two times he was up... i went 1 for 3, the adrenaline just doesn't flow much on this team... not exactly sure why they play, but hopefully they'll show up for the playoffs...

almost on time with work stuff this month and quarter... having fun and getting organized better and better in spite of the dysfunction there... and less lonely at home, though still lonely, maybe just less sad about it... probably would be even less sad if i actually unpacked everything and moved in... waiting for someone to share that process is kinda futile... futile is no fun... ok, unpack more this weekend... sleep soon now though cuz more softball tomorrow night after another long day and then, long softball weekend, so...

nite nite :)