is a real pain in the neck, even if i already used that word-play... pain in the ass too, since i am sitting on it so much... frustrating... redundant... repetitive, even... should be boring soon, any time now, if it isn't already... buhler, buhler... here, this is what i wrote to a friend about it (with a bit of modification to respect her privacy and a bit of addition cuz there's always more to say about anything)...
pain is dominating life at the moment... coming and going... puzzling... and if you want more info, here are links... puzzling pain... more pain... pain sucks...
tough day today, lots of pain, trying to figure out why... i have a bottle next to me so i don't have to deal with the pain of hopping to the bathroom, at least not to pee... if that's gross, you shouldn't read everything i write cuz i write about everything sooner or later... the dog occasionally throws up and pissed on the carpet in the middle of the living room one day, so face it, pee andf other body fluids are part of life, at least around here... anyway, jackson picked up narcotics (imagine that, without me she can pick up 30 pills of the most abused narcotic in the usa, any wonder how it gets abused?)... it's not the drug i wanted and it's not working as well as i'd like, but maybe it'll start on the second pill... i will call and try to move my next appointment up sooner and actually see a doc this time... and i am starting to feel the stir of crazy from non-movement... still i somehow dragged myself to work and sat there for eight hours on thursday and friday (and maybe paying for that today) though... high doses of aspirins helped... hydrocodon will help next week... paging dr. house... jackson is taking good care of me when she's here (she had a date last night and another tonight, but still making sure i have everything i need by shopping and waiting on me hand and foot, literally, when she is here)... i watch tv and play a video game to distract/amuse me... life goes on... and that's todays (e)thereal...
bad acting and worse writing has occupied the tv for the last hour or few... sci-fi channel movies can be so very terribly put together... i guess sci-fi fans in general have low critical standard or this station would never survive... cliche's like teenagers will save the world, especially kids in detention cuz you've got to disregard rules to save the world, right?)... for me, it's a bit of eye candy in the background and an occasional interesting idea put into a story...
what's going on in your world? :)
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