stop me before i hurt myself

we could easily pretend not to know what the title means, but that would be obscure, not the real, so what i means is (with reverence to tangled up puppets everywhere), i really must change habits and hopefully soon for i eat way too much (relatively balanced, just way too much) and exercise way too little (in spite of softball several times a week) and live way too alone (leaving me way too cool and non-chalant and possibly more vulnerable that i think), among other things (hey, let's start with these three biggies). meanwhile, i am probably moving into a place of my own to actually physically live alone for the first time in almost ten years (but that is not what i mean by live way too alone above, ya know?). hopefully this upcoming move will be the start of the change i need, trusting my own self-influence to change the habits i've fallen into over the last few years as has happened in the past. but it is recorded here for posterity (and anyone who cares) just the same, i mean, in case i die before i change my ways. you know, suicidal people always leave a cry for help somewhere.