self-absorbed

definitely, focused on healing the foot and not falling or hurting the when i stand or move in any way at any time does leave less room for anything outside of myself these days... and being home alone with nothing to do but sit and watch or read or type again does not give me much opportunity to share (except words when someone responds or reaches out, which happily happened a few times today, yay for people who care or at least yay for curiosity) or focus outside of myself... imagination remains... when the foot is not demanding all my mental energy...

the foot is having it's best day yet, thought the leg muscles are cramping a bit from lack of movement... i remain positive most of the time, though still wonder if the pa was right... seems if there was no breaks the bottom of the foot should be feeling better by now... see, the foot dominates the thought process, so we are back to monotony i suppose... anybody still here? :)

watching tv... nothing good on tonight... snl again disappoints... maybe i should have found a way to get some caffeine and chocolate... jackson offered before she came home friday, but i said no... chinese food was good though... food, tv, am i starting to go stir crazy?...