kinda amazing

the time passing without the daily writing, that is... amazing with a capital smile too :)

or is that this =)

one of these days i'll be back catching up like crazy... for now, just cuz i love you and care about you and don't want worries or frets in your world about me, i am here to let you know all is well, wonderful, even, in spite of the same old same old challenges from humans and life (one last stab from the family that i'll explain and deal with another time) and my self-indulgent time continues yay yay yay :)

so i'll cheat by repeating words i wrote to a friend who wanted to know what i'm doing and how i am as if it's just another (e)thereal update, ok?... well, it's ok, believe it :)

today i played the video game, then went to softball practice, then went to a birthday party at a sports bar, then came here... squeezed a shower and cgange in after softball and will play video a bit more tonight after writing a bit... have four softball games tomorrow so i must convince myself to sleep some good sleep tonight :)

see, that's just like an (e)thereal entry, right?... and yes, everyone out there and reading (and many who are not) and all of you caring and asking (and not asking too), this is true for you... i missed your words too... i missed writing too... i still am loving the self-indulgence though :)

and the time away from words and the internet and facebook and browsing and blogs is good too because so much of the time i spend on the internet is a distraction and the game provides a different kind of distraction and change breaks monotony and monotony is not good so this change is good and i am still going out to my softball and friends stuff (birthday tonight, softball thursday, friday, today, and tomorrow), david sedaris with a friend last sunday... the only thing i skipped was the josh groban concern last saturday cuz i was tired, had softball in the morning, had no one into josh to go with, and was really into the game last weekend (first weekend with the game i think... losing track of time lol lam and loving that :)

thank you to the friend who inspired me to respond (and to the friend who got me to a sports bar for her birthday so i got into a college football game (lsu is a dirty team that should be sanctioned for the foul play of some of their defensive players, but of course that's not gonna happen cuz the sec brings in too much money for the ncaa... human corruption and hypocrisy still stinks, but whatever, that's out there and i'm in here and humans are on their own this week... besides, you can lead horses to water, you know... and nobody can help anyone who is not ready for the help and the denial and delusion is profound in humanity and if you get what i mean in this parentheses, feel free to come a little closer... the ways, including the phone number, are easy to find) that i turned on when i got home... first time the tv has been on tv in a week or more... going back to the game a bit now... hope you are loving your life as much as i am loving mine (even if it is all by yourself)...

you can do it too :)