aging is a choice

at least in large part, that is... sure, the body deteriorates naturally as the cell regeneration diminishes slightly with each passing year, even further decreasing in rate of regeneration with each passing decade, but there is also the choice of diet and exercise and other factors that contribute to the aging process over which we have a lot of control... and what brings this thought on, no one asks...

nodding off as i was watching the game last night and instead of waking and staying up half the night, i dragged myself into bed and instead of laying there thinking about whatever, i fell asleep and waking after four semi-deep hours of sleep, instead of laying there thinking about whatever, i stretched and went to the gym for an hour and wake up wake up you sleepyhead get up get up get out of bed and burn all that chicken fat la la la you know?...

well, whether you know or not or are even out there, i am reminded of the fact expressed in the first paragraph and just because i am not in love with someone in love with me and sharing life and living for that love does not mean i should die (even if i am so lonesome i could even if they don't know it was the end of the world la la la, oh, if wishes were horses i'd get on and ride and all that, but alas, here i am alone again, naturally)...

nyuk...

ever notice how nyuk is new york united kingdom?... wonder if curly ever made that connection... we'll dissect narf another time... and so, as the sun slowly creeps across the other side of the world, i sort of redidicate myself to actually attempting life a bit more from this moment on... we shall see how much that means, or at least i will... you'll see if and when you get here... hope you are smiling and choosing life, wherever you are :)