eating a little too much of the foods i love has me bloated mostly cuz i am so deeply tired and feeling a fair measure of the deepest kind of loneliness (and the neediness of happiness is distrating and the blowing out of magic is sad) and it all adds up to the ocerall imbalance of a life dominated by work with a good measure of play, but zerop intimacy and personal comfort for a very long time... most of this life, actually... sigh...
still, the joy of life and being me inspires the smiles (usually nobody understands these smiles, but that's ok cuz they are not dependent on anything outside of me)... all that is missing is someone who understands and shares this experience and the hope that someone exists in the real who will share that with me someday keeps the smile alive outside of my head as well :)
Friday, May 28, 2010
sighs and smiles
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- more than anything
- too much structure is not fun
- relaxing wonderfully
- some rest
- sighs and smiles
- worked late again
- sleep
- losing interest
- lack of cuddle
- long hot day of softball
- a little rest
- what am i doing up so early?
- so tired again (again?)
- must sleep
- soooo tired...
- junk food and rain
- wanna sleep, wanna watch
- one more night, again
- work play fun friends
- so tired, one more time
- not sleeping much
- continuing laundry
- fizzip
- another long day
- missed yesterday
- sheesh and all that (sorta)
- days blurr
- wanna sleep, wanna eat
- passing midnight again
- long days
- heat headache
- softball blues
- gonna sleep now
- unpacking, relaxing
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musical distractions
If people had visible signs or meters that told something about them, what would you want it to tell you?
dumb poll (above), smart responders
all the previous poll votes were somehow erased, so, nevermind... ironically or coincidentally or whatever, the results were very close in practical numbers to the results above shown with just three votes, if you understand the mathematics behind that extrapolative reasoning... i will probably remove the poll at some point... it is a ridiculously useless feature...
SEARCH ME
the thing is, with my tendency to babble and meander and whine and allow distraction to take the lead more often than not, even in this blog that sort of meant to merge brevity with focus like some bloggers do, searching for key words does not always lead to specific information about the subject of that key word... but... here is a start at an easy way to search for key words in this blog... use the search box at the top of the blog to search for words not listed here... if ya wanna, that is... and feel free to suggest words to add to this search shortcut section... click on the words below :)
WORK ... JOB ... MUSIC ... LOVE ... SOFTBALL ... KA ... 42 ... LOL ... LAM ... LAA ... ... ... ...
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