my xmas present to myself is...

staying home alone... not with the movies this year, cuz i don't have a dvd player at the moment and don't have enough vcr tapes to hook up the vcr and mostly just cuz i am too lazy and uninterested in vegging into watching the toob lately (been more than a year now, actually, as i didn't even plug the tv in until i was living here more than eight months and now turn it on mostly out of habit to hear voices when i'm home and not listening to music as if the voices on the tv make me less alone... talk about delusional thinking, aye?... but then, it is the human way, especially during the holiday season, nyuk nyuk narf)...

yes, so i have every intention of parking this body in the big green chair with some tv, maybe, and some music, definitely, and some internet and writing and games and cookies and chocolate milk and whateber other goodies i find... and then, sleep in heavenly peace, yeah... this bit of self-indulgence is gonna be sweet :)