wants (top ten)

music... i want to listen to music again... with full rich sound in a room and with good headphones... i want a system that will produce the sound with clarity, enough so that the words of the lyrics of Radiohead's OK Vomputer and similar are clearly discernible to my ears... if that is possible (amused)... shopping with the CD in hand would be wise... and to recall and re-record the tapes lost along the way...

love... a much more challenging find, i would love to fall in love again... for better or worse, i have very specific wants in a partner and most humans do not come close... actualize John Lennon's Imagine, for instance, for real... yes, all of it... let go of all learned fears and rules of conformity to be free to do anything that causes no direct (and as little as possible) harm (there are no absolutes)... leave ego behind except as a court jester always ready to laugh as one's self for the follies of imperfections... be a giver to the point where we each must hold the other back from giving too much (regularly)... share everything completely openly honestly... actualize honesty without harm... be open to learning... sing with me, run with me, be the best we can be... understand the truth in the concept that the more right we think we are, the more wrong we can be... be a best friend... and this is where we begin...