and i have some catching up to do (and cleaning, always cleaning) but hey, i am content by myself these days so i don't know if the discombobulation bouncing (or is it bounding?) around inside (or is it outside) of me is all that noticeable to you and it isn't all that interesting to me, might not even be really happening as the drama of living with humans sucks me in more with each passing year... i feel the aloneness more and more (not to mention the drain on my energy and finances... i really wanted a roommate to share expenses as i am spending way more money than is wise... way more than just all of the living expenses... there always seems to be another emergency and my habit of bailing people out is, well, my bad habit)...
the discombobulation is that i am ignoring the slippery slope i am accelerating down...
and of course we must ask who cares, right? (laughing all the way)...
it's a strange solitary madness i cultivate in my house...
narf :}
Tuesday, April 9, 2013
this is my house
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- and so it's not xmas
- happiness is wearing his cone again
- flooding
- long hot day
- if you blinked
- all i can say is (today)
- right, might as well imaginausea
- no more sitting today
- five new blogs
- this was supposed to be a tuesday
- alas, the night is old
- page views are strange numbers
- evening falls
- hard rain tonight
- random insertion
- waiting for the computer
- in the words
- softball follies
- don't adjust your screen
- maybe this weekend
- so where've ya been?
- more facebook time
- ms updates, again
- sad dog
- more blahs
- when the dog wakes
- cuz it's a birthday
- two followers, or one
- suddenly profound
- elsewhere in my head
- focus on me
- i guess it makes sense
- too much of the personal life? (hey, hey, jackson)
- laundry, food, life
- softball futures
- softball follies
- wow, rough night
- keeping up at all?
- shopping after midnight
- home made pizza, mostly
- what gets your heart beating faster?
- hope i napped
- how do you define friend?
- must focus more on me
- falling in love helps avoidance behavior, m'ok?
- another run
- best friends
- evening play
- cooked, napped, played, yay
- fork in the road
- flow
- sluggish much
- was still awake
- sheeesh, bubba
- not quite, cha cha cha
- sluggish tonight
- yes you are
- forgot the title
- this is my house
- you are appreciated
- continued out to play
- and for your birthday?
- out to play
- yummy dinner with friends
- stuff not to miss
- life in the gardens
- lovely to see you again
- i did lay down i bed
- smiling connections though
- faulty wiring
- happy birthdsy
- something new
- delicious dinner and tv
- time for dinner
- maybe i'll sleep tonight
- 35 text messages in 30 mninutes
- laying awake
- and sometimes sleep has no appeal
- sometimes sleep comes so softly
- it's all here
- nap time
- so it's the 17th on the phone
- obviously overexcited, obviously
- songs
- what job?
- i was gone
- hanging on pretty well
- afternoon children
- so a bit after the fact
- switched seats
- straining to stay healthy
- feed the birds
- do not fear the music
- music in my mind
- a little better
- happiness wakes
- maybe sleep?
- working on it
- sick really sucks
- sick sucks
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musical distractions
If people had visible signs or meters that told something about them, what would you want it to tell you?
dumb poll (above), smart responders
all the previous poll votes were somehow erased, so, nevermind... ironically or coincidentally or whatever, the results were very close in practical numbers to the results above shown with just three votes, if you understand the mathematics behind that extrapolative reasoning... i will probably remove the poll at some point... it is a ridiculously useless feature...
SEARCH ME
the thing is, with my tendency to babble and meander and whine and allow distraction to take the lead more often than not, even in this blog that sort of meant to merge brevity with focus like some bloggers do, searching for key words does not always lead to specific information about the subject of that key word... but... here is a start at an easy way to search for key words in this blog... use the search box at the top of the blog to search for words not listed here... if ya wanna, that is... and feel free to suggest words to add to this search shortcut section... click on the words below :)
WORK ... JOB ... MUSIC ... LOVE ... SOFTBALL ... KA ... 42 ... LOL ... LAM ... LAA ... ... ... ...
WORK ... JOB ... MUSIC ... LOVE ... SOFTBALL ... KA ... 42 ... LOL ... LAM ... LAA ... ... ... ...
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