number eleven, number eleven, number eleven

hey, it worked for number nine...

someday, i may write an entry fitting of this date, but for now, i leave these words here to be uploaded at the scheduled aforementioned time just cuz i love numbers and who knows, whether we know it or not, it might actually mean something somewhere in the universe, maybe even here...

and so i did, amazing, perhaps, especially since i have been away from writing daily and away from the internet and touched the computer only once or twice in the past week or two, but here we are... see what numbers will do?... or was it something more intuitive or profound, even... like please help my friend become mayor for a day by clicking like on her video (pass it on, she so deserves it) cuz some things (and people) are magical, ya know?...

there is something profound somewhere, if only there was time to find it... maybe before the numbers go away...

numerically poignant moment

or just a numbers game...

will time ever tell? :)

(it didn't, though i was asleep, but that would mean i was most open to any signs or communications from anywhere that might have been forthcoming or fifthcoming, even... and when i woke, the day was just another wonderful day unique in it's own way like every other day, but nothing particularly numerologically poignant as far as i could tell... anybody notice anything i didn't?... tell, i mean, you don't have to be time, after all :)

make it a great day :)

pre-existing conditions

"If the universal health care reform bill dies again, it will be due to pre-existing conditions."

yeah, craig ferguson, the sickest (in a good way, of course) thing on tv these days (replace oprah with him and the next revolution may just begin) did say something quite similar first, but i like the wording above better because it holds both a warning and hope for ultimate awakening to the need for and rightness of universal health care and a direct reference to the money the lobbyists pay to elected officials to get them to vote they way (the pre-existing conditions, get it, wink wink, barf)...

oh all this social consciousness is getting me nauseous... or is that amused... what we need now is a slippery squeaky clean naked teenage girl innocently playing with herself in the shower completely unaware of the cyber camera set up to share her gifts with the world... yes, that'll clean up what's wrong with the world...

no, you are not supposed to know when i am serious and when i am kidding all the time... it is carefully planned that way, even as it does not seem so... you may never know the truth, at least not until you can handle it... let me know when you decide to accept and give up your delusions and we'll have a serious talk...

narf...

because every moment holds meaning

why do it... why push the body to its limits and beyond instead of just enjoying the pleasures of life... because the body can experience pleasures more when it is in optimal alignment and condition and we do not have to settle for less... and why come to the web to write, to record the simple and complex details of day to day life... because every moment holds meaning and when alone, this is the only hope this moment ever has of being shared...

and a shared moment is an optimized experience, just as an optimized body can experience the shared moment all the more... so i do... and the gym body tells me how far back i've slid once again... age and gravity... and the moment is fixed at this crossroad... the past brings memories of unconditional love and trust and devotion, a treasure, perhaps life's greatest treasure, even in a memory... and tomorrow brings more challenge for the body, so sleep must come soon for optimal recovery and preparation... and tonight brought inspiration and the promise of hope, a treasure, and perhaps the only way to life's greatest treasure of all, for without hope, there is no unconditional love, trust, or devotion...

eliminate the excess sugar, fat, and other carb calories... realign the routine with optimal healthy feelings... realign the spine with the forces of nature and the spirit/hope of sentient sensuosity... and sleep...