still awake, fool

yes, another early day tomorrow, no more bp pills, and an important inverview to lead at 10am so i will skip the morning med and consider leaving after the interview to try to find a doctor who will write a script for the med the medical industry got this body addicted to... maybe i should watch the new show proof to find out what to expect tomorrow when the body rebounds and the blood pressure sets off a stroke or heart attack (did i mention how much we love drama?) and now i can mock how fixated we are on death... it's a cultural thing, right... so what will prime time mainstream tv make of this life after death concept? Ican they do it with rational scientific thought and now lay on the religious dogma?... probably not in this country)... or is it cable... way-too-rich guy wants to live forever or at least know what happens after life and buys the illusion of knowing that medical science might provide?... but he's so down to earth... did we just laugh or was that just me?... lol... of course she'll play hard to get, skeptic use intellectualism to hide their fear while believers use ignorance to hide theirs... profound comes out of nowhere sometimes... maybe it's anticipation of no more bp pills... rational what?...

or long term sleep deprivation...

narf :)