throb thrub foot foo

boo for bad reactions to other drugs (did not like hydrocodon last week and only took three before stopping {there are thirty in the bottle} which is weird cuz i used to love opiates but i stopped the hydrocodon in spite of the pain and the need to move around and work and i even take aspirin only sparingly cuz for all my experimenting and loving drugs as a kid, i am, except for fun and experimenting, and always was anti-poison for my own personal use in this body, which is why the pain is so present, alas, i never wanted to be one of the cool kids, just wanna have some fun and learn and i learned i don't like hyrdrocodon)...

my busy day will be trying to motivate myself into a shower, a project that makes me regret living poorly cuz with $ i'd have a step in shower with a bench like i had in my house instead of struggling to climb into a slippery bathtub with one foot and then stand on one foot maneuvering soap and wash and rinse (especially the long hair) without causing more damage to the foot or falling... and then, perhaps heating up some chinese food in the tiny kitchen without hurting the foot, and then, amusing myself in this chair... oh, and i might have to squeeze in a few pees and a poop each day, fun fun fun... the body talks more lately and doesn't have too many nice things to say these days... thanks for listening to the baby whine :)

i am hoping for improvement soon, it's been two weeks... i see the doctor for the first time this thursday... he better not have any bad news cuz i really do not want to feel badly stupid for not insisting to see the doctor sooner... there's always hope... he ought to confirm the pa was wrong though...

so all in all, all is well, aye? :)