so little time, so much fatigue

i've got a fridge full of food to cook, lots of veggies and all sorts of healthy stuff and the week went by too busy to cook... i've got piles of laundry to wash and dry and put away and the week went by... softball three times, dinner once, and still fit in shopping and at least one load of laundry... i've got a mess of stuff to clean up and put away and the week went by... weekends are softball sundays and invites most saturdays... and here i am just getting home from another on call saturday and there's a party about 45 minutes from here that i am too tired to motivate myself to get to... so home, vege, rest, and maybe next week i'll find time to cook the food before it spoils and do the laundry and put away clothes and sort through the crap filling this space and pack and what?... look for an apartment so i can finally move out of here and move into a place i want to call home?... yeah, that would be good...

so tired, too tired to even feel lonely...

how are you? :}