facebook blues

i find facebook disappointing most of the time because it reinforces the reality that nobody really cares to know what is going on, mostly people just want to vent or stay on the surface... and personally, it leaves me sad that those closest to me don't even acknowledge my presences when i pop up there... the worst aspect of the facebook experience is the news i read there... this world is 90% bad news and i seem to have a lot of facebook friends who are very good at finding bad news... i selected some of them, most selected me, and i keep them around because i do not watch or read the news (as little as possible and almost always only by accident) so facebook is the only place i find out what is going on in the world beyond my immediate daily life most months... jackson is my only other sourceand we don't talk much serious stuff as we prefer to have fun in our few moments together... i prefer it that way because the world is a seriously depressing place, especially for an empathic kid like me...

i save a whole lot of photos or memes or whatever we call them and i ought to create a facebook page to store them because they take up way too much space on my hard drive (one of these days i need to connect one of my external drives and clean off this laptop, then install a better version of windows, but that's another story)... i have five or six fb pages already and seldom find time to upload anything to them... they were going unnoticed last time i looked... when i get another computer i may create another fb account and select only people i actually know (have or have had face-to-face contact in daily life) and see what that experience is like... there is a lot to learned about people on fb as many let stuff out there they rarely if ever discuss in the face-to-face physical world... it's always been that way online from my experience... i wonder if you notice that in your experience online... anyway, a couple of weekends on facebook with a week off at the softball tournament in between (wow, extra time?... a little) and this is what came out (with some extra entries . . . in the mix):

waking fb fb fb fb fb fb fb fb briefly on fb airports sleepless voices orlando next wi-fi heat so softball . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . world . belief night fb fb nocturnal new page fb fb fb fb fb fb ytube final fb fb fb fb fb thoughts dis after

and these are the places fb lead me to:

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