actual time

which is kind of related to actual reality (which is what what's-his-name from Rent had a theory about but his university did not take him seriously... would not have fit in with the story line if they did, but the story was meant to be about actual reality when was the point, i believe, if you understand the plotline and writer's intent... as if we can know a writer's intent {though some reviewers make no sense [and come of as mini-minded stodgy homophobic idiots] when they express their insensitive and skewed perception of the character's illnesses and issues, but just cuz i found a sadly narrow mind who once asked a phlebotomist in Las Vegas to save [steal] her a vial of prostitute's blood because she "needed it for her magic" according to her Twilight review, there is no need to rant about her here, right?... and may she be puzzled and amused as i was reading her, cuz life as i know it is challenging enough these days without offending someone who might cast a spell on me, ya know... i mean, what if she was the one, after all?... ok, i will leave this parenthese now, cuz as we know too well, anything can happen in parentheses lol lam laa)... even if we ask {the writer... about intent... in case you forgot the thought before the parentheses}, after all :)

wait, there was a thought earlier, wasn't there?...

meanwhile, the previous entry was actual time of waking, unlike the rather manic quite energized roller coaster entries of the few hours prior to it (it being the previous entry, if you are following the still somewhat hyper train of thought)...

now the only question i have is... what did i come here to say? lol :)