summing up a bit

the past few entries aside (read them yet?... and why not?... not enough time?... but really did want to?... oh, make time to do what you want to do... of course if you don't want to, well, you are entitled to miss any part of life you want to miss... no worries, there are plenty of other things you can enjoy... like this entry, for instance, and all the links below :)

so coming out of the most recent fogs and changes and looking around, i see that the past week or few have been kind of bumpy with aches and pains and highs and lows and disconnections (even more meaningful than yesterday's bump {what can i say, sometimes life goes thud and all we can do is bounce back} and whatever babble or irrational paranoid conspiracy negative or positive everything-is-connected theories and dreams {or even rational prophesy and knowing the unknowns, aye?... lol ah, how the chance of wisdoms are so often hidden in the babbles [and what was that? within links, ya falla?] not to mention potentially obscure but vital, right? [or is that sarcastic?] film and lyrical references and how i am still loving almost every minute of it, right jerry?}... like did i win a half billion dollars in powerball this week? lol)... but i digress?...

ah, but if you do not know i love you for being here and that, at my core, am still the happy optimistic innocent child i always was who is hopeful and eager to find and share the positive energy and love and kindness and happiness that i believe to be in everyone and i babble for so many reasons like keeping in touch with myself and digesting experiences and processing feeling and seeking understanding and making lemonade out of lemons and because i love communicating with a touch of creative play, yeah, if you did not know all that and more about me, then you really ought to read more of me cuz that is who i am... and while it could be that i am misrepresenting myself with all these written i leave here and so many other places, i believe the essence of me shines through and i hope you find me there...

here, even :)