and the babble will follow... or is that the clarity?... ah, but surely it is the laughter... you do remember laughter? (and she's climbing a stairway to... lol)... the day is so beautiful we've been out a few times already (and yes, he is still staring and wanting to go out more)... the porch door is open, so he is out there a lot, but keeps coming in to check on whether it is time to go back out...
meanwhile, there is alcohol on the history channel and i am reminded of how self-poisoning was such popular, acceptable, even expected behavior for humans... from the earliest history to the middle east to monks all over the world to the european church which controlled alcohol (and in tern people) for centuries to the founders of the usa who had their own breweries and distilleries, drinking alcohol (and self-poinsing with depressants while using some stimulants to wake up when waking up was better, like for working) was an expected part of daily life... caffeine now provides the daily stimulant to counter effect daily poisoning by depressants (since cocaine was banned) and among other drugs, self-poisoning is inherent in human behavior... deliberate repression (and suppression) of evolution and enlightenment in exchange for stupor that made delusional thinking easier and more acceptable...
anyway, the clarity of freeing your mind from worries, fears, doubts, dependencies, fears, and all the insecurities and delusions that come from dependencies and fears (and the poisons they encourage) is so refreshing... freedom from daily responsibilities (like sitting here just relaxing and letting thoughts flow as they will without any concern about anything and focused on little or nothing beyond the immediate environment and thoughts substantially (even exponentially) expand the clarity of thought, perception, and experience...
also makes me very happy :)
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