sleepless where?

well, not seattle, though i wish meg would call, but that's another story... and while recently learning mila is reliving her teenage fantasies with ashton does leave me wondering who to dream about next, alas, what brought me here is katie, the show...

first, i must mention (because it's too obvious to me) that the talk shows focus on problems everybody is supposed to have because everybody wants to belong and imagining we share the same problems (or emotions, like hating a common enemy, but that's another mind manipulation to keep the masses in line) foster the illusion of belonging, i mean, have you ever watched talk shows (especially daytime shows)?...

so jackson taped an episode of katie (she has a cute smile, though i think kelly from the regis show is cuter overall but the daytime tv gives them the impression of having empty heads focused on first world problems, ya know?) about not being able to sleep and i see it as not being able to conform and creating anxiety out of nothing or next to nothing (again, first world problems) and since i don't conform unless i want to, i don't relate to the issues they say everybody shares... i sleep when i want to, am naturally nocturnal and enjoy that, and blog to release any frustrations or first world problems i create to amuse or distract or otherwise entertain myself until the one comes along...

perhaps you've noticed...

yes, the ultimate dream is still someday somebody will come along and actually understand me and my perspective and i might not need to blog as much as i do, but until then, i'll just continue babbling on about seemingly meaningless trivia and whatever gobblygoop that comes to mind (or passes before my senses) as if it is vital information and if it amuses you then wonderful and if it just amuses me, well, that's wonderful too...

imagine, aye? :)