yeah, as expected

i woke before the last entry was scheduled so the time date stamps were changed so it is already uploaded and you might miss it if you don't go back to see if there are other entries that have been uploaded since you were last here )do you know how important you are?... every time you read, i smile bigger :)

the entries from last night (and prior) were super big smiles cuz i talked myself into going out to another party (and the car made it there, yay for car and for focusing positive energy on the cooling system working well enough to keep the engine cool enough to make it 20+ miles there and back)... and i even paid homage (or at least acknowledged the child inside (who remembers childinside?... still alive and, well, ok... well is relative ya know lol lam)...

and movie reruns reminded me of the emotions i seldom share these days cuz i am just that alone in the world, but i still feel them cuz i am able to and love them and don't need anybody to feel and enjoy and experience life... though wanting somebody continues to rise and fall and rise again, read that as you will lol :)

yes, i woke in a wonderful mood and it is still a wonderful month for so many reasons (it is so all about what we choose to believe whether you understand or agree or whatever you do)... and maybe you will understand and maybe the one will come along and until then, i will continue as i do and so in case you missed them, these were the entires that were uploaded while i slept and now, we are sort of all caught up and loving every minute of life and the babbling i do (even if i am the only one sometimes, ya gotta know that's what matters, enjoy what you do, please? :)

time for dinner with glee, not the tv show, the emotion - and may you find love and joy and happiness and glee in you too :)