words of contradiction

that's much of what life is about for me, perhaps what everything is about, duality, but especially for me... i want to share everything and still know life is lived completely independent of each other and yet still accept the umbiquitous interdependence of everything on everything in the universe and... it is a similar dichotomy to want to share everything and not feel alone and yet be aware that each individual is always alone as the experience of life is unique to the perspective formed within an individual mind through an individual's senses... well beyond einstein and kesla and hawking's (and names you've never heard) physics you will find understanding no words can explain... stop me if you figure any of this out, or if you just want to chat about something... we can pretend to share if we want, or perhaps we can find common ground in the physical world and share in ways that allow us to create a mutually acceptible illusion of togetherness and oneness... anything is possible, we just have to want it enough to actually do it... even if it is impossible... have you found that laughter is the fool's understanding we can share yet?...

narf :)